"I've got to go home to my own world."

[personnamedrose]

today sucked so this is going to be a particularly short one! i talk about it under the cut so you don't have to read it if you don't wanna.

in nice things that happened today, i relistened to the residents' duck stab! it was pretty good, it's still a bit fucked for my taste but i got more enjoyment out of it than i did the first time, semolina and hello skinny and the executioner rock. it kinda reminded me of my friend's band cosmic conceiver... or maybe vice versa. i think probably vice versa. i also listened to some stuff from the cardiacs album The Seaside and those songs were also very good.

probably going to go to bed after typing this out, had to get out of bed and back on the computer to write this since i find i type better on PC compared to mobile. hope yr well, and if you aren't i hope stuff gets better.

ok here's the venty part:

so i live with one of my relatives. they will remain unnamed here. today i woke up to her yelling at me about not knowing how to turn the TV on because she misplaced the remote and so after like an hour and a half of not being able to find it i cut my losses and she drove me down to walmart to get a new remote. i told her not to blow a red light in front of a cop car because we probably can't afford a ticket right now and she told me to shut up but in less polite language. anyways after that we went to the grocery store to get batteries and i thought that was the end of that.

but then it's like midnight (i'm typing this at 12:30 AM) and the people who live in our garage are being a bit loud. so in response she starts banging on our walls and yelling at them while i toss sleeplessly in bed wishing for even a solitary minute of rest. i think i heard a window break at one point but to tell you the truth i couldn't really tell and it's not a window in a room i tend to go in, anyways. so whatever.

i hope i get a job soon. i hope i get my LICENSE soon, actually. this house isn't that good to me and i like the idea of not having to be in it 24/7, i live a very sedentary lifestyle and it's kind of taking a toll on me both physically and mentally what with all the people who aren't nice to me.

thanks for reading. i promise i won't vent here too much, i just had to get this out because like... fuuuuck dude.